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I'm stalled out in life.
I have no idea what to do next.
I have a great boyfriend, who will never marry me thanks to ex-wife and the insanity he went through with her. He doesn't have a life that would accommodate two people anyway.
I have a decent job. I don't make enough to support myself, but the benefits are good and there's job security. They offer money to go back to school, but it has to be related to my job. Problem is, nobody wants you to leave your position, so there's no one to talk to about finding out what type of degree would be best.
I'm done. I'm just at the end.
I can't talk to anybody about it. I don't know what to do. I like my life, but I don't want to believe that this is it for me forever.
Sometimes, I wish I'd die because I'm so over being the strong person everyone expects me to be. I'm sick of being the one to catch everybody else.
I want somebody to catch me for once... yet I know nobody will. Sometimes, I want to jump, just so everybody will see how sad I am without having to tell them.
Sometimes, I'd rather die than continue the fight.
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