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Today seems to be a day where life is just worthless. It seems to be tough, and hard, and not worth going through.
It seems like we will never get out of debt and it seems as though our lives are ruined. It seems as though we will never go on vacation, and it seems as though we will always be stuck in a hole. It seems like our service dog hell will never end, and it seems as though shoddy businesses will continue to thrive.
It seems as though I will never lose the weight I keep piling on and it seems like I will never have dates with my husband again. It seems like there will be no good surprises coming this way and it seems like I have nothing good to give others. It seems like the house will never get cleaned and it seems as though I will never get dressed. It seems like I will never pump gas on my own or drive on the highway.
It seems like I will never get my daughters through school and it seems as though I will always regret not being a better mom to them.
It seems I will never be a huge blogger and it seems as if I can't ever help myself or others enough.
It seems I will never leave a great legacy or be famous. I will just be someone who passed on through this world, with nothing to leave behind.
It seems this way, because I have depression. Depression is chock full of "it seems."
It seems as though this post was inspired by my lack of zero coffee. It seems as though I am growing and fighting because years ago, I wouldn't have written this.
I would have been dead.
Depression doesn't seem to be a real illness. It simply IS a real illness.3 Comments