I feel terribly alone.
I feel like I’m in a black hole, like I’m caught in the undertow and everyone is a few feet away, not reaching out to help.
Hypersensitivity at its finest; any sound, color or person makes my bones ache and my head pound.
I sit in the dark staring aimlessly at nothing, my mind blank.
People suggest things. They just don’t get it.
No one does.
Hopefully, you do.
I have no friends – maybe I did it to myself. But I wouldn’t hate a hug from someone other than my mom. Often times I feel like I’m not appreciative enough of my family, but I want friends, too.
That isn’t too much to ask.
Is it?
It’s not too much to ask. Wanting and having relationships is very healthy. Cultivating relationships is hard when we don’t feel well physically and emotionally. I wonder if there are some support groups in your area working on the same things you are. That might be a good way to try your hand at new friendships. xo