here I am, married, two beautiful kids, one in college, one a sr. in high school. I’m suffering from Psoriatic Arthritis, , my kid is dangerously close to not graduating high school due to two credits! My husband lost his job one week before thanksgiving, along with our health care. I work full time because I don;t have a choice. my health is horrible, all I do is work and sleep. I am not a functioning member of my family.
I am the spine of it all. I am the one who keeps every one upbeat, I’m the fixer.
I’m so depressed that I don’t know whether to shit or turn left. what I do know is that first paragraph is a huge run on sentence and I can’t be bothered to fix it because I’m so tired.
I want to be me again. I hate being this depressed. I want to lose my shit and cry, but I can’t. I have to be the spine.
I’m so depressed.