You were not supposed to be created.
Your father called you a “mistake.”
I called you a miracle. My miracle.
From the moment I found out I was pregnant with on Halloween night in 2004, I knew I wanted you.
Your father was not there much and I will explain to you why later in life. Adult life is complicated and sometimes it is not fair what other people do to each other.
You see my darling daughter, your father was married to another women and already had two little girls.
I did not know he was married at the time of your creation and he did not tell me.
He tried to be there at first, but I think somewhere along the lines his life got too complicated.
I spent a lot of time being angry at him for not being who I thought he was; maybe this is why he choose to not be part of your life. I am truly sorry if I am the reason he is not in your life now.
We have another man in our life now and he has been here for a little over a year. He is not a replacement for the father you do not have, but he is his own “male parental unit” to you and he loves you.
I wish that you do not spend your adult life hurting yourself emotionally because of what your father does now.
I don’t care if you are doctor or a lawyer I simply ask of the fates that you will still be the loving and creative person you are now.All I wish is the best for you in your life.