I feel like I’m losing everyone I ever loved.
Who could be next?
My mother and I don’t understand.
Now, it’s my grandmother.
I’m 10, and in New York.
My grandmother (on my mom’s side), lived in Florida. She lived a long life. I don’t know how old Nana was, but my mom is almost 50.
My mom is a nurse, and she would always check on Nana, over the phone.
One day, she received a phone call – a bad one. Nana had been sent to the Emergency Room, and was sick. My mom was stressing out the entire day, trying to find out what happened.
That night, my grandmother passed away.
My grandfather (on my mom’s side) had already passed away years ago.
In the morning, my mom told me Nana was dead, so I didn’t go to school. She later explained how she had died.
I don’t get life. Everything is falling from my feet. I want her back. I want everything back. I’m scared of what will come next.
God Bless you young lady, your Grandma, Nana can feel your care for her. Your Mom can feel your care for her too. Right now just do caring things with and for each other. Life will sort itself out in the coming weeks. Your feet will feel like they are holding you up again. Scared feelings are a normal part of loss. They will change too. Your life has many parts to it. Notice them. and let them be. Breathe. Pray. Smile again.